yes
u all r rite
yes
erm
ya
ok
correct
dun let me feel like an idiot
if i wan to apply "MY" scholarship
i will do it by myself
i definitely appreciate u all's concern
as im not too arrogant to reject every help
but
dun u know im checking every scholarship
since years ago?
dun u no the things u talk n talk
is the things tat i had known as a basic?
shit
y others ppl said was always the most correct way to follow
n mine was juz like craps?
if u really listen to me ever be4
u will no
wat i had tried
u will no
im not still unprepared n dunno wats going after spm
an unprepared student
wont always study n study n study
n always try his/her best in exam n exam n exam untill he/she looks ten years older
if im a dumb-head fellow
tat still didnt even foreseen any obstacle in my future
den i deserve to be fail in my life
but wat if i have some intuition about wat will happen?
den shall i say?
shall i ask?
about ur permission to close up ur mouth n juz listen
like u have never do it be4?
if u ever listen
the world will become better
at least mine
Saturday, November 28, 2009
do i look like a P U P P E T ?
hey
im asking u u u u u u n u u u u u
do i look like a damn puppet?
tat kind of pity thing which u all can spur on ur finger like a piece of cake?
i tell u
seriously
im NOT
try me if u wan to confirm
u say u want to go to kl n genting
u say dun go to the camp
or get out from there earlier
wat the HELL
r u talking about?
n sorry i cnt understand ur alien's language.
or do u wish me to take out all the evidence tat u had promise to let me particapate n organize the camp YEARS ago
like a lawyer or a reporter who always talk load of craps on all the past tense?
but i don wan to show my "low"
u allllllll
is a team
very united
to tell me off
"dun be selfish,why cnt u come out earlier do u no how much trouble if u dont FOLLOW OUR INSTRUCTION?"(FOI is their true meaning which hide n hind among their pretty words)i juz like to speak out the truth
as im still young still have the ability to speak out my clear mind
and now
listen
if im selfish
i will also be irresponsible
if im both selfish n irresponsible
den i will go straight n directly with your's plan
to have fun
y should i go to the camp n do the chores?
use ur butt to think
wat will happen if a team leader leave the camp earlier?
wat will my team feel?
will they still be high-spirite?
wont it be a regret for us?
our camp title for this year is"cherish our time and dun left any regret"
i dun wan my camper to feel any single uncompleted.
n i think i shal also remind u tat
im form 5
after this year the chance for meeting my frend is less than 0.1 percent
and wat i will do is to
absent all the after-spm party,last-friendship party,christmas eve,christmas and even games n day-fun tat they organize juz to make up my lost in camp
wat i will do is to drain all my friends effort into the never come back n return of the sea of time
so now
tell me what to do if u r me
taking all the things into account n give me a perfect plan which can do better than mine(after camp rush directly to kl n rushing back for 1231 which can fulfill urs mine's n frend's wishs or expectation)
n i will follow it
like ur puppet
im asking u u u u u u n u u u u u
do i look like a damn puppet?
tat kind of pity thing which u all can spur on ur finger like a piece of cake?
i tell u
seriously
im NOT
try me if u wan to confirm
u say u want to go to kl n genting
u say dun go to the camp
or get out from there earlier
wat the HELL
r u talking about?
n sorry i cnt understand ur alien's language.
or do u wish me to take out all the evidence tat u had promise to let me particapate n organize the camp YEARS ago
like a lawyer or a reporter who always talk load of craps on all the past tense?
but i don wan to show my "low"
u allllllll
is a team
very united
to tell me off
"dun be selfish,why cnt u come out earlier do u no how much trouble if u dont FOLLOW OUR INSTRUCTION?"(FOI is their true meaning which hide n hind among their pretty words)i juz like to speak out the truth
as im still young still have the ability to speak out my clear mind
and now
listen
if im selfish
i will also be irresponsible
if im both selfish n irresponsible
den i will go straight n directly with your's plan
to have fun
y should i go to the camp n do the chores?
use ur butt to think
wat will happen if a team leader leave the camp earlier?
wat will my team feel?
will they still be high-spirite?
wont it be a regret for us?
our camp title for this year is"cherish our time and dun left any regret"
i dun wan my camper to feel any single uncompleted.
n i think i shal also remind u tat
im form 5
after this year the chance for meeting my frend is less than 0.1 percent
and wat i will do is to
absent all the after-spm party,last-friendship party,christmas eve,christmas and even games n day-fun tat they organize juz to make up my lost in camp
wat i will do is to drain all my friends effort into the never come back n return of the sea of time
so now
tell me what to do if u r me
taking all the things into account n give me a perfect plan which can do better than mine(after camp rush directly to kl n rushing back for 1231 which can fulfill urs mine's n frend's wishs or expectation)
n i will follow it
like ur puppet
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
caffein~wat have u done>.<
today is my add math exam
to perk up my feeble n over-exhausted-mind
i drank coffee==
urgh
the smell is nice n the taste is nice too
but
the side-effect is always as strong as i first drank it
lets talk about its advantage 1st
yup,it fulfill my requirement
as it really fresh up my mind n rose my spirit up
n it had gave me an equal chance to fight with the mental-torture-questions
however
it had also lead to
not juz gastric pain such a trivial matter
but is gastric-very-WTH-pain
urgh x 100000000000
i think im dying
to perk up my feeble n over-exhausted-mind
i drank coffee==
urgh
the smell is nice n the taste is nice too
but
the side-effect is always as strong as i first drank it
lets talk about its advantage 1st
yup,it fulfill my requirement
as it really fresh up my mind n rose my spirit up
n it had gave me an equal chance to fight with the mental-torture-questions
however
it had also lead to
not juz gastric pain such a trivial matter
but is gastric-very-WTH-pain
urgh x 100000000000
i think im dying
Thursday, November 12, 2009
胡旋舞
回忆在脑海里不停的跳着胡旋舞
舞蹈员是你和我
背景乐是欢笑声
场面突然切换
舞蹈员仍是你和我
场景在那学校里
我听不见背景乐
因为我看见你的泪
胡旋舞啊
转呀转
带走了回忆
转换了时代
某年后的某一天
路上
我撞见了你熟悉的侧脸
心跳为我打拍子
胡旋舞再次欢跳
走向前去
瞧见
你陌生戒备的表情
顿时
微笑凝结脸孔
眼神支离破碎
心跳乱了节拍
胡旋舞啊
已
注定无法再次旋转
舞蹈员是你和我
背景乐是欢笑声
场面突然切换
舞蹈员仍是你和我
场景在那学校里
我听不见背景乐
因为我看见你的泪
胡旋舞啊
转呀转
带走了回忆
转换了时代
某年后的某一天
路上
我撞见了你熟悉的侧脸
心跳为我打拍子
胡旋舞再次欢跳
走向前去
瞧见
你陌生戒备的表情
顿时
微笑凝结脸孔
眼神支离破碎
心跳乱了节拍
胡旋舞啊
已
注定无法再次旋转
juz some venting
today is the last day for our secondary school..
to my same age friends,
when u walk past the school
wat do u feel?
wat do u think?
has the memory keep dancing in our mind like mine?
or juz
NOTHING?
nothing left 4 ur years?
to friends beyond my age,how do u feel
when u gone through this?
will friend remain friend after the graduation?
how long will the sadness remain?
im wondering...
to friend below my age
the feeling tat r mixing up n haunted me down in the middle of the nite
in the important-preparation-time 4 spm
may haunt u too
so cherish every moment u hav
'we cnt change the fate to separate,but at least we have something in our mind,
the precious tat we never ever want to let go n let off'
i'm being emotional again
as dis is the 1st time we really need to face separation...
we welcome every holidays n met again soon after it
but after dis holiday n after dis spm
wat is facing us??
surely it wont be urs hers his familliar faces
n u all also wont c mine
can i manage to make new friends in new circunstance n environment without u all?
can i still have friend tat can talk-to-heart?
we used ages to culture our friendship+trust+familliarity
we had get used to each others accmopany
wat will happen to us after dis?
always remember?always in contact?
im doubting
but i try to believe
u all maybe thinking im worry-ing for nothing
as im well-known with my sociability n friendly
n can cope everything
handle my own negative thinking n all the same-side-product of it
independent ask 4 help when in need n watsoever
so in conclude
i will be perfectly fine if where-ever i go
however
all of the achievement n good image
is just the contribution of u all...
without u all
who am i going to cry out with?
who am i going to shout out loud n say wat i hate?
who am i going to confess everything?
who am i going to say how irriatable this ppl is n how i like xxx?
u think im going to tell others which always give me 100 marks?
u think im going to tell they who always thought im the toughest n can face everything with a smile-ly n cheerful face?
u think im going to tell they who never even once guess on wat i thought?
or telling the them how unease can i be although i seem calm n nature?
they wil never believe it.
they will only believe wat they had seen
a polite(hypocrite)teacher's pet,helpful,kind,good-temper,leadership bla bla bla
tats an angel but not me
they dunno but u all knew
since long time ago
pt no how much i love to cry
sc no how childish i am
lim no my untolerance-able behaviour
tkf no my perplexed
huay no how i dun take k bout my health
hw no how emotional i am
n qian+yi+wen+many..
no my stupid past
no my crazy mind
no my clumsiness
no how i love our band
understand my problems
n give me all the care+help
i have numerous of weakness
i had done stupid things
u all accepted it（深受我的毒害）
accepted both the bad n good of me
n never ever complaint it
tats wat real friends do
and im such a fortunate girl
which bless by god
4 HE had grant me
all of me
as my friend
FRIENDSHIP for just dis lifetime
k?
to my same age friends,
when u walk past the school
wat do u feel?
wat do u think?
has the memory keep dancing in our mind like mine?
or juz
NOTHING?
nothing left 4 ur years?
to friends beyond my age,how do u feel
when u gone through this?
will friend remain friend after the graduation?
how long will the sadness remain?
im wondering...
to friend below my age
the feeling tat r mixing up n haunted me down in the middle of the nite
in the important-preparation-time 4 spm
may haunt u too
so cherish every moment u hav
'we cnt change the fate to separate,but at least we have something in our mind,
the precious tat we never ever want to let go n let off'
i'm being emotional again
as dis is the 1st time we really need to face separation...
we welcome every holidays n met again soon after it
but after dis holiday n after dis spm
wat is facing us??
surely it wont be urs hers his familliar faces
n u all also wont c mine
can i manage to make new friends in new circunstance n environment without u all?
can i still have friend tat can talk-to-heart?
we used ages to culture our friendship+trust+familliarity
we had get used to each others accmopany
wat will happen to us after dis?
always remember?always in contact?
im doubting
but i try to believe
u all maybe thinking im worry-ing for nothing
as im well-known with my sociability n friendly
n can cope everything
handle my own negative thinking n all the same-side-product of it
independent ask 4 help when in need n watsoever
so in conclude
i will be perfectly fine if where-ever i go
however
all of the achievement n good image
is just the contribution of u all...
without u all
who am i going to cry out with?
who am i going to shout out loud n say wat i hate?
who am i going to confess everything?
who am i going to say how irriatable this ppl is n how i like xxx?
u think im going to tell others which always give me 100 marks?
u think im going to tell they who always thought im the toughest n can face everything with a smile-ly n cheerful face?
u think im going to tell they who never even once guess on wat i thought?
or telling the them how unease can i be although i seem calm n nature?
they wil never believe it.
they will only believe wat they had seen
a polite(hypocrite)teacher's pet,helpful,kind,good-temper,leadership bla bla bla
tats an angel but not me
they dunno but u all knew
since long time ago
pt no how much i love to cry
sc no how childish i am
lim no my untolerance-able behaviour
tkf no my perplexed
huay no how i dun take k bout my health
hw no how emotional i am
n qian+yi+wen+many..
no my stupid past
no my crazy mind
no my clumsiness
no how i love our band
understand my problems
n give me all the care+help
i have numerous of weakness
i had done stupid things
u all accepted it（深受我的毒害）
accepted both the bad n good of me
n never ever complaint it
tats wat real friends do
and im such a fortunate girl
which bless by god
4 HE had grant me
all of me
as my friend
FRIENDSHIP for just dis lifetime
k?
Sunday, November 8, 2009
U're my mom。
woke up early in the morning
i have a bad mood
the hours i slept was not more than half of my fingers sum
dis time u irriate me again
with ur same annoying tone n fabricated accusation
i listen
n keep my mouth shut TIGHTLY
the time i lost my cool
was because of the complacent look on ur face n on ur sound when my frens reached
wat the hell r u showing off of??
u think u'd got all the reasons of the world
u think wat u thought was damn rite
u think wat u guess was definitely the truth?
dun U?
i tried my best to concentrate on our study-ing subject
i even wrote down stay ur cool on my table
all thing i've done
was juz to clear up the negative emotion u gave
as i had mention
in the EARLY OF THE MORNING
but
after all
u r
still my mom
u made sandwich 4 us after u understand u'd wrongly accuse
a victim
althought
u still didnt speak nicely
u still venting ur overcast emotion on me
im more tolerance-able
towards ur behavior
as u r my mom
n u always will be
n im thankful :
thanks for breeding me up
thanks for working hard
thanks for giving me sisters aldo they r truely demons
thanks for giving me money
thabks for provided us a home
thanks for letting us have meals
thanks for not giving up on hope
thanks for being so strong
thanks for everything
my mom
i know im as stubborn as u
i no im a very asian-tradition girl which will only hide my feelings up
so
i wrote this
i hope tat
one day when im no longer at home
when u r miss-ing me
u can c this n no
how much i love u
I LOVE U ,MOM
i have a bad mood
the hours i slept was not more than half of my fingers sum
dis time u irriate me again
with ur same annoying tone n fabricated accusation
i listen
n keep my mouth shut TIGHTLY
the time i lost my cool
was because of the complacent look on ur face n on ur sound when my frens reached
wat the hell r u showing off of??
u think u'd got all the reasons of the world
u think wat u thought was damn rite
u think wat u guess was definitely the truth?
dun U?
i tried my best to concentrate on our study-ing subject
i even wrote down stay ur cool on my table
all thing i've done
was juz to clear up the negative emotion u gave
as i had mention
in the EARLY OF THE MORNING
but
after all
u r
still my mom
u made sandwich 4 us after u understand u'd wrongly accuse
a victim
althought
u still didnt speak nicely
u still venting ur overcast emotion on me
im more tolerance-able
towards ur behavior
as u r my mom
n u always will be
n im thankful :
thanks for breeding me up
thanks for working hard
thanks for giving me sisters aldo they r truely demons
thanks for giving me money
thabks for provided us a home
thanks for letting us have meals
thanks for not giving up on hope
thanks for being so strong
thanks for everything
my mom
i know im as stubborn as u
i no im a very asian-tradition girl which will only hide my feelings up
so
i wrote this
i hope tat
one day when im no longer at home
when u r miss-ing me
u can c this n no
how much i love u
I LOVE U ,MOM
Friday, November 6, 2009
life seems not so hard now~
wandering in the internet world
i know im not lost
but my heart feel empty
its a friday nite n i no i muz sleep earlier as next day's morning i still have a 8 o'clock study group
i juz cnt
i read some chinese-online-novel
its damn bore(im even lame-r)
im torturing myself as i'd always
its the same friday-n-sat-nite-waiting-virus
which i had affected years ago
the person i had waited was not my 1 anymore
i combed out my mind
n i cnt find any reason 4 my waiting
it is just a
HABIT
the most powerful n terrible thing in the world
i spent uncountable minutessss
in front of the computer yet doing nothing
my soul is roaming
in some dark alley
the place tat i can never reach
o my soul
when u want to come back home?
my rational is missing u
at the nick of time
my hand press on a few key n search 4 ANU(australian national u)
n wow
i found it
the application form for scholarship (fully sponsor for tuition fees+living expenses allowance)
comprise everything i need
suddenly
all the dark cloud n lightning n watsoever bad things ahead of me disappear
deng dang deng dang
sun reappear with his big warming smile
I LOVE IT~!
erm..
life doesnt seems so hard,
rite >_^
i know im not lost
but my heart feel empty
its a friday nite n i no i muz sleep earlier as next day's morning i still have a 8 o'clock study group
i juz cnt
i read some chinese-online-novel
its damn bore(im even lame-r)
im torturing myself as i'd always
its the same friday-n-sat-nite-waiting-virus
which i had affected years ago
the person i had waited was not my 1 anymore
i combed out my mind
n i cnt find any reason 4 my waiting
it is just a
HABIT
the most powerful n terrible thing in the world
i spent uncountable minutessss
in front of the computer yet doing nothing
my soul is roaming
in some dark alley
the place tat i can never reach
o my soul
when u want to come back home?
my rational is missing u
at the nick of time
my hand press on a few key n search 4 ANU(australian national u)
n wow
i found it
the application form for scholarship (fully sponsor for tuition fees+living expenses allowance)
comprise everything i need
suddenly
all the dark cloud n lightning n watsoever bad things ahead of me disappear
deng dang deng dang
sun reappear with his big warming smile
I LOVE IT~!
erm..
life doesnt seems so hard,
rite >_^
Thursday, November 5, 2009
自我放假～
一个星期上课5天
平均5 sn班的正常出席率
年头=100%
年中=100%
trial 后=65%
现在= 。。。。
算了。。
避免任何老师看到这个部落格时的过度感伤。。
每天的生活就像artery一样
高效率高活力高压力高刺激
这是我喜欢的生活
但，身体却不断发出讯息。。
头晕就是该吃饭了，
怎么睡都不够就是
过劳了==
唉。。
我知道：‘年少不养身，老来养医生’
只是。。这种养身的生活，也要有我最可敬的国家教育制度
填鸭式教育的批准才行丫，
不然 啥 都 别 想 了
把心收一收
继续跟大伙儿 拼书去～
离spm还剩下短短的
>..12天..<
在这被时间挤压的空间里
我们只能小声的呼吸
担心吵醒内心的控压系统
却要
大声的笑
惶恐压力满涨而出
战友们都病的一塌糊涂
也吐的一塌糊涂
让在热眼观看的我们
心惊胆颤
曾几何时
你们比最体弱的我（被威胁接下的称号）
容易被病菌侵袭了？？
因为压力吗？
因为拼命吗？
唉。。。
我妹说
我总是很悠哉
何时何地总是一副信心满满
我知道我该怎么做的欠扁模样
所以是个不了解人间疾苦（别人的烦恼）的少见-俗人
真的是这样的吗？
我也彷徨过
迷茫着（不过先被考试压下来了）
只是大家都看不见
躲在我坚强背后的软弱
因为那是一个不被看好的梦想
因为那是一个不被支持的决定
既然诉苦无门
既然我不是明星
何苦忍受那些对我重要事物的評击？
我不逆来收顺，当然我的决定也不
我是颗有弹性的球
压力越大阻碍越多
蹦的越高
前方的石头山
我看清了
虽然数不着石头的数量
我会加油
我会努力
因为我看得见石头背后的光芒
琪，加油！
再难的路
也一起走～
yeah~
平均5 sn班的正常出席率
年头=100%
年中=100%
trial 后=65%
现在= 。。。。
算了。。
避免任何老师看到这个部落格时的过度感伤。。
每天的生活就像artery一样
高效率高活力高压力高刺激
这是我喜欢的生活
但，身体却不断发出讯息。。
头晕就是该吃饭了，
怎么睡都不够就是
过劳了==
唉。。
我知道：‘年少不养身，老来养医生’
只是。。这种养身的生活，也要有我最可敬的国家教育制度
填鸭式教育的批准才行丫，
不然 啥 都 别 想 了
把心收一收
继续跟大伙儿 拼书去～
离spm还剩下短短的
>..12天..<
在这被时间挤压的空间里
我们只能小声的呼吸
担心吵醒内心的控压系统
却要
大声的笑
惶恐压力满涨而出
战友们都病的一塌糊涂
也吐的一塌糊涂
让在热眼观看的我们
心惊胆颤
曾几何时
你们比最体弱的我（被威胁接下的称号）
容易被病菌侵袭了？？
因为压力吗？
因为拼命吗？
唉。。。
我妹说
我总是很悠哉
何时何地总是一副信心满满
我知道我该怎么做的欠扁模样
所以是个不了解人间疾苦（别人的烦恼）的少见-俗人
真的是这样的吗？
我也彷徨过
迷茫着（不过先被考试压下来了）
只是大家都看不见
躲在我坚强背后的软弱
因为那是一个不被看好的梦想
因为那是一个不被支持的决定
既然诉苦无门
既然我不是明星
何苦忍受那些对我重要事物的評击？
我不逆来收顺，当然我的决定也不
我是颗有弹性的球
压力越大阻碍越多
蹦的越高
前方的石头山
我看清了
虽然数不着石头的数量
我会加油
我会努力
因为我看得见石头背后的光芒
琪，加油！
再难的路
也一起走～
yeah~
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
at last...
i had thought of many titlesss which i think i would put as dis title~
I had thought of cramp-img as i think my leg is going to cramp when my calf muscle contract nearly simultaneosly after sitting unconducively over a long period in mc donald 4 some HISTORY revision~
i had thought of OMG for i cnt see the possibility of being a member to organize n participate 100percently in our 1214-1219 camp without become a superwoman with hyperenergitic..
n in such a coincidence...im the 1 tat can turn my brain endlessly with the condition=never try my physical strength....
haha^^i guess the camp is another kind of thorn to test my endurance when fatigue+unbearable physical uncomfortable occur~~
conclude all the reasons n elaborations
i think choose any of them will be a pretty good choice
however...
i didnt~~
wait ..
be patient...
now...
i'll make i clean breast of my real motive to write dis ....
>>>>>>to increase my english standard n be more prepare 4 spm's english paper 1<<<<
n also to let my fren no's how am i~~
haha XD
the simplest thing always will be the vital ~~
I had thought of cramp-img as i think my leg is going to cramp when my calf muscle contract nearly simultaneosly after sitting unconducively over a long period in mc donald 4 some HISTORY revision~
i had thought of OMG for i cnt see the possibility of being a member to organize n participate 100percently in our 1214-1219 camp without become a superwoman with hyperenergitic..
n in such a coincidence...im the 1 tat can turn my brain endlessly with the condition=never try my physical strength....
haha^^i guess the camp is another kind of thorn to test my endurance when fatigue+unbearable physical uncomfortable occur~~
conclude all the reasons n elaborations
i think choose any of them will be a pretty good choice
however...
i didnt~~
wait ..
be patient...
now...
i'll make i clean breast of my real motive to write dis ....
>>>>>>to increase my english standard n be more prepare 4 spm's english paper 1<<<<
n also to let my fren no's how am i~~
haha XD
the simplest thing always will be the vital ~~
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
只想再说一句
真的真的
只想再说一句
我爱你
如果永永远远都不知道没发现你的想法
我会不会好过点？
如果从来没有这么多理论看法价值观
我们
又会不会
有好的结果？
只想解释
只想陈清
虽然你不知道
虽然
你看不到
但是
那时候
我说还想他
是因为你让我受伤了
他也让我受伤了
我说把你当挡箭牌
是因为
我无法揣测你态度下
暗藏的心思
当时的我
放弃了
与其徒留一个希望
不如完全毁灭吧
可我不知
会伤了你
请你相信
如果我知道你的心
曾经那么一分一毫的在乎过我
我不会选择极端
我会像现在这样
注视着你
就好
因为你的快乐就是我的幸福
就算知道其他人也发现了你的好
就算知道我终究不能给你幸福
就算心在痛
我还是会看着你
我还是会微笑的
看心碎裂
看你
幸福
只想再说一句
我爱你
如果永永远远都不知道没发现你的想法
我会不会好过点？
如果从来没有这么多理论看法价值观
我们
又会不会
有好的结果？
只想解释
只想陈清
虽然你不知道
虽然
你看不到
但是
那时候
我说还想他
是因为你让我受伤了
他也让我受伤了
我说把你当挡箭牌
是因为
我无法揣测你态度下
暗藏的心思
当时的我
放弃了
与其徒留一个希望
不如完全毁灭吧
可我不知
会伤了你
请你相信
如果我知道你的心
曾经那么一分一毫的在乎过我
我不会选择极端
我会像现在这样
注视着你
就好
因为你的快乐就是我的幸福
就算知道其他人也发现了你的好
就算知道我终究不能给你幸福
就算心在痛
我还是会看着你
我还是会微笑的
看心碎裂
看你
幸福
又哭了。。
一直以来
不断错认自己的心
认为自己还藕断丝连着上一个念念不忘
心的疼痛
却比我更诚实
被你拒绝的时候
佯装坚强的时候
笑着误会一切的时候
都
比不上看见你的难过时
更难过
我依旧很喜欢很喜欢你
但
把你推开的
也是我吧
我矛盾迷惑的心
不断的伤害着你
够了够了
这样的一个夜晚
我好痛
为什么不坦率说出自己的心？
为什么我又会抛不开尊严自尊
或是
害怕坦白后的友情崩溃？
不断错认自己的心
认为自己还藕断丝连着上一个念念不忘
心的疼痛
却比我更诚实
被你拒绝的时候
佯装坚强的时候
笑着误会一切的时候
都
比不上看见你的难过时
更难过
我依旧很喜欢很喜欢你
但
把你推开的
也是我吧
我矛盾迷惑的心
不断的伤害着你
够了够了
这样的一个夜晚
我好痛
为什么不坦率说出自己的心？
为什么我又会抛不开尊严自尊
或是
害怕坦白后的友情崩溃？
Sunday, November 1, 2009
today juz today
ya
today
juz today
the day tat will never come back again
the day which not any of the other can replace by or with
today is the day which 5sn had had a class jamuan or feast
it is really a feast
the time we reach till an hour later
wat we do is...
eat.
n eat
n..
eat again==
im starting to think tat maybe we all r the reincarnation of africa's child
eat 4 our miserable past life
haha
tats juz my tea=time thinking/daydreaming when my brain were not i use
XD
we have our class party wt our beloved teacher cik jue's house
her house is the most ....
distinct house tat i had have ever ever seen
OMG!!
full with her favourite-orange color n ribbonssss n dollsssss
n everything is covered in orange!!
reallyyy
im not exagerate--ing
it
the orange garfields memo's curtain bed sheet pillows sheet lavatory's appliances
n toooooooooo many
we were amaze by it's decoration
really awe
be4 we left
she said we can stay for a nite
n we did wish we can
as she is so lonely...
two-storey house with three big rooms n 1 small room
only preserve her's
we love her deep in heart
so teacher
pls be married soon
><
we had taken many photos 4 today
n we intend to make into or collect into a photo album
4 our memory
last year's memory
after 44 days
where will we be???
such a big question_mark
but
at least
AT LEAST
we left our memory there
we left our youth's evidence there
THERE
as time passed
courses change
when we c it
we will no
deep in our heart
we will miss
the time we had spent together
is the best
today
juz today
the day tat will never come back again
the day which not any of the other can replace by or with
today is the day which 5sn had had a class jamuan or feast
it is really a feast
the time we reach till an hour later
wat we do is...
eat.
n eat
n..
eat again==
im starting to think tat maybe we all r the reincarnation of africa's child
eat 4 our miserable past life
haha
tats juz my tea=time thinking/daydreaming when my brain were not i use
XD
we have our class party wt our beloved teacher cik jue's house
her house is the most ....
distinct house tat i had have ever ever seen
OMG!!
full with her favourite-orange color n ribbonssss n dollsssss
n everything is covered in orange!!
reallyyy
im not exagerate--ing
it
the orange garfields memo's curtain bed sheet pillows sheet lavatory's appliances
n toooooooooo many
we were amaze by it's decoration
really awe
be4 we left
she said we can stay for a nite
n we did wish we can
as she is so lonely...
two-storey house with three big rooms n 1 small room
only preserve her's
we love her deep in heart
so teacher
pls be married soon
><
we had taken many photos 4 today
n we intend to make into or collect into a photo album
4 our memory
last year's memory
after 44 days
where will we be???
such a big question_mark
but
at least
AT LEAST
we left our memory there
we left our youth's evidence there
THERE
as time passed
courses change
when we c it
we will no
deep in our heart
we will miss
the time we had spent together
is the best
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