if u ever listen

yes
u all r rite
yes
erm
ya
ok
correct

dun let me feel like an idiot
if i wan to apply "MY" scholarship
i will do it by myself
i definitely appreciate u all's concern
as im not too arrogant to reject every help

but
dun u know im checking every scholarship
since years ago?
dun u no the things u talk n talk
is the things tat i had known as a basic?
shit
y others ppl said was always the most correct way to follow
n mine was juz like craps?
if u really listen to me ever be4
u will no
wat i had tried
u will no
im not still unprepared n dunno wats going after spm

an unprepared student
wont always study n study n study
n always try his/her best in exam n exam n exam untill he/she looks ten years older
if im a dumb-head fellow
tat still didnt even foreseen any obstacle in my future
den i deserve to be fail in my life
but wat if i have some intuition about wat will happen?
den shall i say?
shall i ask?
about ur permission to close up ur mouth n juz listen
like u have never do it be4?

if u ever listen
the world will become better
at least mine