I am in lost.
It is 1/1/2010,a new day and first day for the start of 2010.My heart is filled,with the feels that too complicated until I cannot even describe it. All feelings mixed up and turn my heart into a palette which had terribly-after-storm-colors. Blue is for lost and depress and unhappy,red is for passion and enthusiastic and warmth,purple is for sadness in elegance,white is for purity of our friendship and this unpolluted happy gathering,black?is the space for U. A space to miss u and the need u and wait u and love u.
Haiz...i am heaving my eternity sigh again!But why?i need a reason for me-myself. Why am I always fell in a relationship with miles and miles of distance between us?Is this also part and parcel of my life too?My nerve is breaking and my heart ached when u complaint or dismayed for my absence in either your activities or your daily life. Am I the 1 who r being selfish in our love mission?
I am disorienting too. Is love still a task which too hard for my vulnerable soul?
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