Abba father or our father in heaven
his beloved son that died on cross for his sinful people,who is Jesus Christ.
to be honest,the thought n action to really write something bout me n god is a mind i never ever consider i will possess
not as if i do believe now
im still in mist of inexplicable incomprehensible but i do wan to write my affectionate towards my abba father n my beloved brother
as my church mates always told me
we r all his beloved children his princes and princess
i wan to jot down how He loves me how He help me through every hard situation how He encourage me to overcome every gap i thought were impossible to pass by n how He let me be the person i dream to be n even a more better human being in my own eyes n i do hope am a more better daughter to honor my lord in heaven too
follow all his wishes commands wills live in his purpose makes my life perfect
n His love satisfy my soul heal all my pain touch my deepest n softest part of my heart like no one ever been
He is like the one who come in my secret garden of soul n filled me with pure love joy peace gentleness and every good feelings in this earth n heaven
He is my savior
warrior
rabbi
father
n my everything
all joy n honor is urs,my father
may these few words can represent my thankful heart my gratitude mind
PRAISE GOD
amen.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
have been long
since i last posted my feelings and situation
i simply cnt bring myself to jot down any single thing
because i can never describe its complexity
but
the latest thing which overwhelmed me n ride rough shod over my mind was
betrayal.
the efforts i paid
the compassion i gave
the jobs i had done
was NOTHING
meaningless,
what am i in ur eyes?
how can u ever bear to let me suffered from all this suffocation?
u r so cruel yet ruthless
how can u ever did thaT to ME n pretend as if u do not know ?
stop acting
U R NOT INNOCENT
i cannot bring myself to hate u because i loved u once
i forgave u because grudge will cage my heart
but u ass
i m waving my words of sword indignantly
just like how u hurt me deeply with insulting phrases once
however my sword wont falls on u,
it will strike
through obstacle n emotional gaps i had taken as granted from u
my old hub my ex hon
do bear in mind
u can never keep skeleton in ur cupboard always
it will eventually drop out
n the skeleton head shall roll n touch all ur victims feet
be prepared
prepared for the day when u bow n apologize for what u've done that i knew n u knew
yet they who still keeping in the darkness of secrecy dont
the day is near
though speech of apology wont save u far
i simply cnt bring myself to jot down any single thing
because i can never describe its complexity
but
the latest thing which overwhelmed me n ride rough shod over my mind was
betrayal.
the efforts i paid
the compassion i gave
the jobs i had done
was NOTHING
meaningless,
what am i in ur eyes?
how can u ever bear to let me suffered from all this suffocation?
u r so cruel yet ruthless
how can u ever did thaT to ME n pretend as if u do not know ?
stop acting
U R NOT INNOCENT
i cannot bring myself to hate u because i loved u once
i forgave u because grudge will cage my heart
but u ass
i m waving my words of sword indignantly
just like how u hurt me deeply with insulting phrases once
however my sword wont falls on u,
it will strike
through obstacle n emotional gaps i had taken as granted from u
my old hub my ex hon
do bear in mind
u can never keep skeleton in ur cupboard always
it will eventually drop out
n the skeleton head shall roll n touch all ur victims feet
be prepared
prepared for the day when u bow n apologize for what u've done that i knew n u knew
yet they who still keeping in the darkness of secrecy dont
the day is near
though speech of apology wont save u far
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