do i look like a P U P P E T ?

hey
im asking u u u u u u n u u u u u
do i look like a damn puppet?
tat kind of pity thing which u all can spur on ur finger like a piece of cake?
i tell u
seriously
im NOT
try me if u wan to confirm

u say u want to go to kl n genting
u say dun go to the camp
or get out from there earlier
wat the HELL
r u talking about?
n sorry i cnt understand ur alien's language.
or do u wish me to take out all the evidence tat u had promise to let me particapate n organize the camp YEARS ago
like a lawyer or a reporter who always talk load of craps on all the past tense?
but i don wan to show my "low"
u allllllll
is a team
very united
to tell me off
"dun be selfish,why cnt u come out earlier do u no how much trouble if u dont FOLLOW OUR INSTRUCTION?"(FOI is their true meaning which hide n hind among their pretty words)i juz like to speak out the truth
as im still young still have the ability to speak out my clear mind

and now
listen
if im selfish
i will also be irresponsible
if im both selfish n irresponsible
den i will go straight n directly with your's plan
to have fun
y should i go to the camp n do the chores?
use ur butt to think
wat will happen if a team leader leave the camp earlier?
wat will my team feel?
will they still be high-spirite?
wont it be a regret for us?
our camp title for this year is"cherish our time and dun left any regret"
i dun wan my camper to feel any single uncompleted.
n i think i shal also remind u tat
im form 5
after this year the chance for meeting my frend is less than 0.1 percent
and wat i will do is to
absent all the after-spm party,last-friendship party,christmas eve,christmas and even games n day-fun tat they organize juz to make up my lost in camp
wat i will do is to drain all my friends effort into the never come back n return of the sea of time
so now
tell me what to do if u r me
taking all the things into account n give me a perfect plan which can do better than mine(after camp rush directly to kl n rushing back for 1231 which can fulfill urs mine's n frend's wishs or expectation)
n i will follow it
like ur puppet