life seems not so hard now~

wandering in the internet world
i know im not lost
but my heart feel empty
its a friday nite n i no i muz sleep earlier as next day's morning i still have a 8 o'clock study group
i juz cnt
i read some chinese-online-novel
its damn bore(im even lame-r)

im torturing myself as i'd always
its the same friday-n-sat-nite-waiting-virus
which i had affected years ago
the person i had waited was not my 1 anymore
i combed out my mind
n i cnt find any reason 4 my waiting
it is just a
HABIT
the most powerful n terrible thing in the world

i spent uncountable minutessss
in front of the computer yet doing nothing
my soul is roaming
in some dark alley
the place tat i can never reach
o my soul
when u want to come back home?
my rational is missing u

at the nick of time
my hand press on a few key n search 4 ANU(australian national u)
n wow
i found it
the application form for scholarship (fully sponsor for tuition fees+living expenses allowance)
comprise everything i need

suddenly
all the dark cloud n lightning n watsoever bad things ahead of me disappear
deng dang deng dang
sun reappear with his big warming smile
I LOVE IT~!

erm..
life doesnt seems so hard,
rite >_^